Story Of AfiqeLmO!

2010-01-26T11:36:00.006+08:00

Semua tentang kita,a beautiful song with a meaningful lyrics.While i was listening to this song,it remembered me about the story of radit and jani.I guess alot of you right now had watched that movie.A movie that had made us learned something from it.True love doesn't mean you have to be with that person you love BUT most importantly is to see your love one's happiness.Till now i always believe on that phrase.From my experience in relationship,i've learned alot of mistakes and my weakness.Love is beautiful when both party commit and sincerely in love with each other. But i just hate when couple broke off so easily after years and years of holding on and fight for their happiness.I guess trusting your love one and sacrifice for your love one happiness is the best solution.

For the past few days,i feel so small in my family.I really don't know why but while i was day dreaming thinking about my life,i told myself how i wish i got a magic that can grant only one wish.I guess one wish is enough for me. A wish that i always dream of since i was still young. Only who know me well would know the answer. But i guess it's already to late to achieve that dream that i will put all my heart and soul in it.Till here much love.

2009-12-23T15:08:00.008+08:00

It's been so long rockers and now i'm back.For the past 3months,i've been going through alot and alot of ups and down.Be it about life,school and etc.But syukur i managed to go through it.I guess this is life.What's life without challenges am i right? About school life,i don't wish to talk about it cause i believe everyone is not perfect and everyone make mistake.But by making mistake,it will make us more matured to think carefully in what we doing for our future.Ok done with school things,let proceed to the next thing in my life.Syukur again to him,my lationship with anna still fighting strong and we're still smiling happily.Haha! With our commitment and our pray for our lasting,we managed go through everything together.To anna if you read this,i love you! =)

I had a dream and that's to be a police officer.Seeing my brother learning about police stuff make me really jealous.I guess it's in our family blood of us to be a police officer in our career.I had applied to be a regular police officer for 5Years through online but sadly it was unsuccessful. Haish. But i wont give up to apply again and if it's my destiny to be a police officer,bang! one dream achieved.Haha! Lastly congrats to ummai and hans for their engagement few days back.Two half years more and you guys are getting married. Wow! Me getting married? Hmm,got my mind got my money then we can talk about married.Achieving my dream first rockers! Hahaha! Till here guys,much love.

When you feel like giving up,remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

2009-09-10T11:56:00.003+08:00

Days pass so fast and now we are already three month being together.I'm sorry if i can't buy anything for you this anniversary but i hope you like the card that i make for you.I was shocked when the other day when i just gave that card to her,a guy approach us to help to donate and support the ex offender and suddenly he asked me what's that thing that i gave to her.I told him that i make a card for her for our anniversary and he asked for how many years and i told him it's only three month.He told me that nowdays guys just love to buy but some girls still prefer to have a thing or a present that is being created by her love one and that's sweet.I was shy when he told me that i'm a sweet guy.I smile to her and she kiss me.I really thank god that we managed to make it this far and go through everything together.

Finally the school exam had already over.I'm relief now.But in few weeks to come,i will be in the stress mood again but this time waiting for the result.Hopefully i get to manage to next level.It's already been two days danny had been sent to serve the country and he's in the police squad and that's what i always dream of to get to police squad.I guess i will just have to wait for my turn to see which forces need me.Haha. \m/

To me,true love is the sweetest thing in life.That's why we're all either in love or looking for love.Sometimes you have to work for it especially when life gets in the way but i believe true,deep love is always worth fighting for.

2009-09-03T21:26:00.004+08:00

Orkestra melayu singapura(OMS) is having an audition to recruit new members for 2008/2009.When i got an email about this,i was suprise.I really wanna join their family and play the malay instrument but sadly i have no experience playing it and i need to learnt more about percussion.The notes,the rythme and etc.I just can't go in to the audition without any preparation.Playing percussion is just my hobby and i started to have an interest on percussion when i watch wicked aura batucada busking along the street.They come from differnt background and their music were awesome.They had just give birth to their first album and their song fight was being played on radio and was in the top 10 in 98.7fm station.And the percussionist that i admire the most would be riduan zalani.His talent was captured by different local music director and he received the goh chok tong youth promise award for his wonderful skills on drum and percussion.
Four more days to school exam,19 more days to aidilfitri,and lastly four more days to our 3mths of anniversary.Haha! School exam,i don't wish to talk about it cause it really scare me.I just hope i can managed to pass even it have to be just pass.For aidlifitri,syukur i managed to see ramadhan this year.Ramadhan is a special month for the muslim cause that's the month where the sky is open to every pray we had wish and that's the month where we train ourself to control our lust in everything.Lastly for our anniversary,i got a surprise for you anna aida.I love you.Till here much love rockers.

You make me laugh when i don't even want to smile.

2009-08-26T20:03:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone.Blogger is really sucks right now.I'm planning to change to tumblr but i'm not really sure about using it and i need time to experiment it.I guess when i'm really free,i will try to move to tumblr.Anna aida told me it's quite a latest one for us to blog there.I just want a simple blog for me to write and share to the reader about my life story.Talking about life,something happened to someone i love and close with.He knew everything was over with her when he got to know that the girl that he had been loving for almost 2yrs had been cheating him.I'm really upset plus angry with her for what she had done to him but i knew everything happened for a reason.God is fair and he hate to separate couples who love each other so much but this happened with a karma.

Sometime i just don't understand why some girls and boys out there doesnt really appreciate their love one when they had one and till they lose them then they will start to feel regret.Wake up! Love is meaningful to everyone life if you learnt to appreciate it with sincere.I thank god that our lationship went smoothly after knowing each other for almost 4mths but i knew challanges would definitely come through us but i hope we'll be strong and we will keep on praying to him hoping that we can go through every challenges together,syukur.School exam is round the corner but i still haven't have the time to revise back on the book and now that i got a new job,i just need to balance up my school and job.Ok rocker,need to go and watch the korean drama at youtube.Till here much love.

If the person you love doesn't love you back,just imagine that you are the letter 'E' in the word LOVE.You're there but never pronounced.

2009-08-12T17:18:00.015+08:00

It's been a while i update the blog and there's alot of thing happened for the past few days but time just can't let me share everything.First thing first i wanna wish anna aida happy 2 months of us making our own history and story.I love you anna aida and i want you to remember that ok.So let me start my update.Last friday and saturday was quite a busy day for me cause it was my cousin big day.Everyone who's related with her had done our part to make that day a memoriable one for her and her husband.Thank god everything went smoothly.Wishing her and husband all the best and have a beautiful,handsome and cute kids in the future.God bless you both.

And the next day on sunday i was busy again.Yup busy with my cute anna aida.We went out to celebrate singapore 44th birthday.Rechargeble battary was all ready for the camera so that we can take a shot of everything that happened out there.And we make our own history again.It's really nice if you watch the firework with your love one.That's the moment for us and the atmosphere out there were awesome.But as usual the m&m would still be there concouring the place.When there's a big event happen,they would definitely be there.I just don't understand.Wish i could have the avatar power to kill all of them,hmmm.Hahaha.So after the national day celebration was over,we then went to have a drink at mcdcafe before we went to watch a performance at the outdoor theatre.The performance started at 10pm and it end almost at 11pm.After the performance was over we then took a bus from bugis to home sweet home.Till here much love.

All i'm asking for is one night together.Just you and me all alone under a starry sky and if you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me after that night,i will finally let you go.

2009-08-02T12:14:00.015+08:00

Anna Aida! You rock my world bodoh! Haha.Been out with her yesterday and we make our own history again.Swimming was what she love doing and so yesterday i brought her to swim at the jurong swimming complex.We really had a lot of fun.Meet her up at bukit panjang before we took a bus to jurong.After reaching jurong,she bought a waffle before swimming since she was hungry.I just love to see her sad face when she's hungry.Really cute! Haha.

We spent almost 2hr swimming,fighting and tickling each other inside the pool.So after we done with the swimming we then had our shower before we went off from the swimming complex.While walking to the mrt,we were planning and thinking to where we gonna have our dinner so i decided to take her to bukit gombak to have our dinner there.One thing about why i love anna aida soo much is that sometime she can really be like a baby.At time she would want to eat ice cream then after a few second she would ask a chocolate.Isn't that cute? And when i'm tired of listening to what she want,she would stop walking and when i turn around she would show me the sad face.Hahaha! She's my babygirl.Ok back to the story,so after we had our dinner we then took a bus to bukit panjang before i send her to the bus stop and wait for her bus to arrived.Everytime when we spent our time together,we would definitely appreciate every litte thing we do even a tiny one.And thank god after almost 2 month of creating a history of our own,our love to each is still beating as one.Syukur.

School is getting harder and tougher for me since this year is the final year.There's a phase and theory test going on for this coming few days and what i'm stress and worried about right now is my final year project.The objective of the project is that we need to create or invent something useful for the environment by applying of what we learnt all this while.I'll never give up after spanding 4 years in ite and i would definitely want to end my ite life with the higher nitec cert in my hand.Till here much love.

I'm back again.

2009-07-28T19:43:00.010+08:00

Been thinking and thinking about life and the future.Didn't realise that life had pass us so fast and everything had change after each days,months and years.Thank god that i'm bless with what i have right now.What i need is hardwork and patient and i don't wish to ask more.And to anna aida,thanks for your patient and sincere for the past 1 month plus of being together to make a history of our own.I love you bodoh! Haha.This thursday will be going to a job interview and i hope everything will go smoothly.My cough is really killing me right now.Well my fever had already fully recovered and that's a good news for me but the cough that i'm still having right now is really bothering me like hell.Hmmm,nvm sooner or later it will just cure by itself.I just need patient am i right anna aida? Haha! Till here much love. \m/

Tentang kita.

2009-07-26T17:16:00.006+08:00

I just finish watching radit and jani movie and tears just roll down on my face when it come to the ending part of the movie.I can really feel how radit feel in the movie when he sacrifice himself to let go of his wife and his unborn baby cause he know himself that all this while he can't give his wife a happy life.Seeing her suffering was not what he want and letting her go was the only choice.I guess this movie had it's own moral story.Their love toward each other may be strong but when it came to finance,they were struggling.And that's the reason why radit choose the decision to let her go so that a day come she would get a better husband than him.All i can say is that he make a big sacrifice and he did that cause he knew loving a person doesn't mean you have to be with her but instead seeing her happy with her life.Till here much love!

I love you bodoh.

2009-07-24T09:28:00.026+08:00

"My weakness is that i care too much.."

Yesterday was the last season of prison break and it end it with a sad ending.When i watched it on the dvd,i thought micheal died because of his illness but the actual one that showed on the tv was he sacrifice himself to be electrocuted so that he can let his wife escape and i guess that is the only choice he got.Like i told you guys on my recent post,everyone got choices.But sometime you just have to sacrifice to go through that path eventhough that choice was not in your heart and mind in the first place.And finally micheal died with a brave and a respectful one.He went through alot of challanges and he suffered a brain tumor through the journey of his life cause of having pressured to his brain just to get an idea of escaping and fight for his family and friends freedom.A swarn origami was placed by his friend on his graveyard to rememebered his journey of prison break.One thing that i learned from this movie is that don't ever think of giving up with any challanges you have to go through while you are still breathing and fighting for your own life.

Thank god i finally recovered from my fever.I told you i'm gonna fight with this sickness.Haha! With my family and my gf care and concern,i keep on praying to him hoping i would recover soon.God bless you!

It's awesome how you can fall in love with a person you didn't even notice at the first time you know them.

2009-07-22T12:02:00.005+08:00

Hello hello hola! I'm back dude.Haha.Been down with fever and cough for the past two days and what really worry me is that my fever is not dropping.So yesterday went to the doctor to get the medicine and two days of mc was given.I just hope that the fever that i'm having right now is just a normal fever.Pray hard for me dude!

I guess it's true that the past can sometime destroy us but eventually when each day pass,our love and bonding towards each other become more stronger and we had never give up to destroy the past.Everyone got choices in life.It's either you choose to move on or you just stay and suffered with the past.Everyone make mistake in life so do i but that mistake we our ownself need to learnt from it.It may easy to say but learning from it take times.And there's where i need you to be by my side to support me and help me to fade away the past and let us make a history of our own too.I will be there for you my dear to guide you along and give all my best to you hoping that you would never ever forget me.And my name will always be written in you heart.Love you babylove.Rock on! =))

2009-07-19T22:15:00.005+08:00

The past had brought me down again but i would still stand up to continue the journey.

2009-07-19T12:46:00.008+08:00

"If i could give you one thing in life,i would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes,only then would you realize how special you are to me."

2009-07-13T14:18:00.011+08:00

I just couldn't stop from helping others out there when they are in their bad times with their love one.I just can't see them being separate and then just walk away like as if they are just strangers right now.I know and i believe that god separate them for a good reason and he know the best for us.After going through ups and downs together,sacrificing and fought for their happiness,why can't they just talk things out to make the beautiful story continues and had it's own happy ending.It's all from their sincere heart.We plan but he decide and that's what i always remember to myself since i myself had a beautiful story to create right now.Even juju was shocked that i finally found someone cause i had always been the one watching them out and now i'm the one falling.Like i told you again we plan but he decide.And i guess everything happened for a reason.

To anna aida who's working hard right now,i love and miss you! Rest well my dear cause i know how tired you are for the past few days.I feel you.

Here's a story that i took from this particular webpage.Read it carefully and let it be a moral story for us.Sit back and relax and let the story begin....

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to myself, and I cried.

Those nights when you cant sleep,you just might be in someone else dreams.

2009-07-08T22:04:00.003+08:00

It all started from the blog.He never knew that adding her up through msn would change his life right now.Texting each other as a friend was their thought but never realise each day the love were growing and growing for each other.They were beautifully attached on the 7th after their second date and after a month of getting to know each other life,they are still happily together right now and they feel so blessed to have each other.He had never stop praying to him hoping that their relationship would last long and they can go through every challenges together with a sincere and patient heart.He knew he had his own weakness but with her sweetness toward him,she promise to him that she will gain back his weakness bit by bit and now his weakness is starting to fade away.He knew by thanking her is just not enough so he is promising her back by giving all his best to be a good friend,best friend and lastly a very good boyfriend.

Finally i managed to watch the transformer revenge of the fallen.I've been waiting and waiting for this movie to launch out.So last saturday met up with anna aida to watched with her.Two thumbs up for the movie! Just love bumblebee! Thanks anna for everything and i really appreciate every moment with you.You rock my balls! Hahahaha! =))

Thank god i found you.

2009-07-02T15:45:00.006+08:00

Run baby run,don't ever look back.

2009-06-29T14:38:00.002+08:00

"Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin.."

"You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart.."

This are a few lyrics that's been written on that song.A beautiful song with a beautiful lyrics.The king of pop had left a big impact in the entire world.He's truly a legend,a legend that has its own originality in his singing and he sang his song with his heart and soul.Everyone now is turning on back to his song to remind us that eventhough he's gone but his song is still fighting till now.Even the wicked boys told that every shop in boston is playing music from the king of pop.From marc jacob to random street shop.How cool is that.

I just can't wait for school to re-open.I badly miss my great friends.But for now i just can't wait to meet the brother and sister this saturday.I just hope it's confirm and everything goes smoothly.I'm gonna miss you alep.Your jokes sometime make us laugh.This may sound gay but you are always be the brother in arm.Remember the bad boys.Hahaha!

There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will.

2009-06-27T22:41:00.008+08:00

It has been almost a month i change my link cause of a reason and now only a few of them knows the new one.I guess changing a new link is like changing to a new life for me.Thank god my life is doing great right now.Having a great school with a great friends,working hard to achieve my dreams and now having an understanding plus cute gf.What more do i need? Haha! I'm feeling blessed and i guess i don't wish to ask more.See that bike?How i wish that was mine.Ya i know,it quite along way to go.She even told me not to dream but instead let the dream be a reality.Patient mix with determination and add some hardwork,that's what i need to do now.5 goals that i wanna achieved while i'm still breathing.But i'm sorry dudes i can't tell you the goals but getting that bike is one of the goals that i badly wanna achieve first.Till here much love!

The past sometime can destroy everything.

2009-06-27T00:54:00.007+08:00

When you look me in your eyes,tell me that you love me.

One by one they are gone from the job that i'm working right now.Firstly was aliyyah then hidayat and now wan and sof is quitting also.Damn! Left me all alone.I planned to quit this job soon cause for me the pay is not that good.After almost four month working there,then i realise it's to little for me.What make it worse is that you have to follow their high expectation.But firstly i need a backup plan.And that would be a new job.I just want a better job that has a great environment so that i will enjoy doing my work.And i guess i just need a little bit of effort to find it.

For the past few weeks,i really had a great time with anna aida.Yup anna aida! The girl that stole my heart away.Each day pass we just can't miss making each other smile.And after a few days of meeting,we would start to miss each other again.We are so addicted right now.This is just the beginning of the story.Stay tuned and i hope this story would have a happy ending.Only god knows!

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart,and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.

2009-06-16T15:41:00.007+08:00

Supercross 2005! I badly wanna watch this but i couldn't find this movie anymore.I tried to search at online movie and youtube but i still couldn't find it.Really sad.Watching the trial really tell me that this movie would be a great one.Haish! It's ok.And i really really don't know why i'm obsess with dirtbike now.Looking at them on the road with their own body design really make me jealous.Haha! Yesterday been out to meet gf to watch a movie entitle the ghost of girlfriends past.A romantic movie but had its own moral story in it.Fetch her from school then off we go to the cathay.Had a great night with you anna aida.

"Each day pass our relationship getting closer and closer.And each time pass,i'm scared of losing you.I'm really scared dear.I guess that's me.Loving that person with my heart and soul.But then i realise to love someone you have to learnt to let him/she go.And right now i just can't think the happy times only but instead i have to be prepared for everything.I guess this is part and parcel of love.The experience i had from the past will make me more wiser to decide which is right and which is wrong.Love is really beautiful if you appreciate it well.Really really beautiful.I mean it.."

Thanks for everything.

2009-06-10T21:32:00.006+08:00

5 goals to be achieve while i'm still breathing.

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running in her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around.
When a girl answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are lying.
When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.
When a girl sms's you everyday,
she wants you to reply at least once.
When a girl says I love you,
she means it .

When a girl says that she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future.
When a girl says "i miss you",
no one in this world can miss you more
than that.

Aku kangen sama kamu.

2009-06-08T20:33:00.017+08:00

She's a stealer cause she stole my heart away.Been out with her yesterday to catch a movie entitle night at the museum 2.I really really had a great time with you dear.Seeing you laughing when i tickle you make me smile.Sitting at the mcafe talking and sharing with each other story seem so perfect for us.It's like we had know for years and our bonding is just like a brothers and sisters who just can't stop bullying each other but the love for each other is getting strong to stronger.The feel is like the story is going to complete but didn't realise that it's just started.Each days and nights passed,we've been trying.Trying to search about each other life and story.We plan everything but he's watching us.Then i say a prayer to him " god,please last long our relationship and make each day a better one.." Amin.

Everything that we do have its own reciprocation and everything happened have it's own karma.This is what life is all about,just smile and cry.

zerosevenzerosixzeronine

2009-06-05T14:24:00.014+08:00

Shot 1

Shot 2

When two evil twins are combined together they just love confusing people and that's what we do yesterday.But what really shocked all of us is that we almost wear the same colour.Me and yani wore white while danny and iqa wore red.Isn't that cool! I guess evil twins always think alike.Haha.

Eventhough it was just a short met up,we really really had fun together.Firstly we went to bukit batok to have a bowling game.We just managed to play for an hour cause of a tournament held there.And guess what i won the match! Haha.And my tag team partner yani was in the second place.After the bowling game everyone were hungry so we went to bukit timah to have our dinner.Otw to bukit timah,we went through a funny incident.An incident that make us laugh at each other.Hahaha!

Upon reaching bukit timah,we ordered our food.As usual if i went to bukit timah to eat,i have to buy my favorite drink,the mango spin.So after dinner we then went to our separate ways and the girls bought us cookies from the famous amos for our belated birthday! How sweet of them.Next week is their birthday,so i need to think of something to give them.Hmm! Till here much love. =))

I love you.

2009-06-03T10:43:00.008+08:00

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

I guess i just love to see people happy but myself only god know.Life is really beautiful if you appreciate it very much.But sometime our eyes are being blind.Blind from appreciating people infront of us and because of that we never realise till one day when they are gone.Now i'm just scared,really scared of losing you.Cause i believe everything can be gone by a snap of a finger.Just hate when this feeling happened.

I took a picture of a girl i once knew,i kept it here incase i'd run into you.

2009-06-02T14:00:00.007+08:00

Been out with ean,aliff and fatin yesterday.Had a great night with them as usual since we've been busy with each own life right now.Met up with them at bugis,bought our dinner and we walked all the way to clarke quay to chill there.And what really shocked us is that we all wear white.See,that's how strong our bonding is.Lucky i get to grab the camera with me before going out so we manage to take a few shots for the memories.Before the midnight strike,we went on our separate way to home.Few days back,i was out but this time with anna.The girl who called me baby kambing.And guess what i called her baby monyet! Hahaha! It was a last minute meeting cause during that time i finished my work early so i text her up to catch a movie together.Watch a movie entitle monster vs alien the 3d version.A very funny and interesting movie to watch.One thing about her is she's cute.She just love to laugh.That's what i wanna see in her.Seeing her happy will make me happy too. =)

Why must that someone have the thought to break our friendship apart when the feeling is getting strong to stronger?I guess everything happened for a reason."Sometime love comes around and its knock you down,just get back up when it knocks you down.." Till here,much love!

It's all started from a sincere heart.

2009-05-28T11:52:00.008+08:00

I'm starting back to falling in love with the dream bike that i dream of when i was in secondary school.I guess seeing a friends of mine having that bike and going to dirt race really make me jealous.The thrill of riding that bike,getting wet by the mud and doing dangerous stunt make me more hunger of getting that bike someday.Now it's common of us to see all the boys and girls riding this bike with their own design full face helmet.What make it worse is that she told me that she's getting the xr4,class 2a bike.It's more cooler and that bike really look like a real dirt bike.Damn! But i guess i have to finish my car license asap then i will get that dream bike.Now first thing first i have to find a great job.

Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu
Dan tak pernah ku sesali itu
Seluruh jiwa telah kuserahkan
Mengenang janji setiaku

Ku mohon jangan jadikan semua ini
Alasan kau menyakitiku
Meskipun cintamu tak hanya untukku
Tapi cobalah sejenak mengerti

Bila rasaku ini rasamu
Sanggupkah engkau menahan sakitnya terhianati cinta yang kau jaga
Coba bayangkan kembali betapa hancurnya hati ini kasih
Semua telah terjadi

Love is all about sacrifice,sincere and patience.

2009-05-25T22:39:00.006+08:00

I'm fighting.I'm fighting with my bad sore throat and fever right now.I guess what it make worse is that i keep smoking cigarette and shisha eventhough my throat is hurting. Plus the hot weather nowdays.Serve you right elfie.Haha.

Few days back met up with the gaygeng.Had been quite a long time we get to meet up since everyone got their own life now and we had a lot of thing to catch up.Went to al-majlis to have a shisha session and coincidentally get to met up with zoolaa.She was with her group of friends.So we smoke,eat and laugh like no one business.At 1145,off we go to our separate ways.

I really don't know why the job that i'm working right now is becoming really boring.I guess the atmosphere there is just sucks.Really sucks.But definitely i won't be working there long.Got my mind,got my money! Till here much love dudes. \m/

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak but sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.

2009-05-22T12:51:00.007+08:00

I badly wanna buy this red sunday swatch watch and a new mobile the nokia 5320 xpressmusic.I plan to buy this both item within this month or next month.It's all depend on my salary right now.Maybe the watch i can get this month but the mobile i guess next month.I just have to work more harder and get that sum of money.Haha.This june holiday maybe i'm going for a school camp.It has been quite a long time i had a camp.Just can't wait.It will be held at sentosa for 4d3n.Yup sentosa cool right.I hope it gonna be fun.

I fall in love with this song cause of the dance beat.I really respect her for her braveness to open her own fashion and style.Maybe she quite weird but she really make a good music.You see even people follow her fashion and there's also a wanna be lady gaga competition right now.Don't judge the book by its cover.Simple phrase with a hidden meaning.Haha. =)

From every wound there is a scar and every scar tells a story.A story that says,i survived.

2009-05-17T20:48:00.021+08:00

Turning twenty is the day when i have to leave my teens life behind and the memories i will keep it in my treasure box.The ups and downs of a teens life that i had gone through had been like a roller coaster.There's good and there's bad.But i guess everything happen for a reason.And for that reason,we will try to make it better each year.I guess this is life.I had a wish before i cut my birthday cake.Like what sof told me,wishing to get a hot caring indonesian girlfriend soon.Maybe that's one of the wishes.Hahaha.But the real wishes that i wish was just to be a better person.It might just be a simple word but changing to be a better person have to do it with a sincere heart.Hope everything goes well.Amin.And lastly,thanks alot guys for the wishes.Really appreciate it so much. =))

Fight,fight,fight!

2009-05-11T20:50:00.003+08:00

If you are going to be a friend,be a good friend.

"The most important of being a good friend is being there.You are there when they going through it and not just there for the good times.You will be there when they need you in the early hours,the dark days,the times of trouble and stress.You will be there to hold their hand,let them cry on your shoulder,lend them a hanky pat them on the back,and make them endless cups of coffee.And you will tell them to cheer up,not to worry,stop being such a fool,whatever it takes to get them up and at it again.

You will be there to give them a good advise.You will be there just to listen at times.You will be there when you don't want to be.You will be there when all their other friends have fallen by the wayside.You will be there no matter what.

Someone once said that a real friend is someone you can be having a conversation with as they get on a plane,you don't see them for 10 years and when they arrive back they carry on the conversation as they get off the plan like a moment hadn't passed.That's exactly how it is between a good friends."

We don't need a key,we just break in.

2009-05-05T19:53:00.006+08:00

"Lagu ini bukan di radio setiap hari untukmu,lagu ini tidak perlu kau kembali kepadaku.Lagu ini hanya ingin kau fahami ku sudah teruskan hidupku,semuanya CUN saja."Hahaha. I just love this song.

So hello everybody! My birthday coming soon.Yup dudes! No teens anymore.Haha.Just can't wait to celebrate with the evil twins.That's the big day i'm waiting for cause we going to celebrate our birthday together.Their birthday will be next month so when both twins celebrate together,the evils will be double.Haha.Shakila too going to celebrate my birthday.That's the girl that know me too well.Had known each other for four years plus.Thanks ella.Love you babe! Inia also told me that she going to send something infront of my house on saturday.I really really don't know what's she going to send but i really appreciate nia.She told me that she's going to put a pig head! Haha.If you send me a pig head,i will be waiting infront of your school nia.Really,and i will definitely gave the pig head back specially to you.Hahaha. =))

Last week work was great.A funny incident occurred at work.A friend of mine fainted.At first we thought he was just joking cause he love to trick people with his drama but that day i think he's really fainted.Sof told me that he fainted like a baby pig.Bad girlfriend sof.Hahaha! But really when i remembered back the incident,i just laugh to myself.Bastard! Try imagine if you guys were talking infront and suddenly boom! and you find out that your friend had fainted behind.But now he's ok.He's really a funny guy.We can still laugh inside the mrt talking about that incident.Haha.Salary coming out soon! I need to buy new things.Double pay again this saturday.Till here,much love dudes!

Just forget about me my dear friend.

2009-04-28T16:15:00.006+08:00

I've been fined!! Yup cause of smoking in school.Damn HSA! Two month had past and now the letter had arrived.Grrr! What had past can't be rewind,just learnt from the lesson elfie.I missed the chance of being one of the dudes in wicked aura music video.Feel regret but i guess that 11hr of working is much worth it for now cause i have to pay the fine by this 15 june if not,see you in court dudes! Hahaha.Sorry to shakila cause i really can't make it for the music video.I know you still angry.But it's ok.You still know me the best.Working life is ok for me.Quite shock the other day cause i have to do buddy.Buddy means i have to guide the new comer.But i admit i'm still new and there's a lot of things i need to brush up.And for school life,it's still alright.Not yet stress.11hr of working again for this fri and sat.More money,money money! Haha. Much love. =)

If you can't get someone off your mind,they are probably supposed to be there.

2009-04-19T11:19:00.005+08:00

Hello hello hola! I'm Back.Yup back again.Sorry dudes for not updating for quite a long time.Life had been busy for me.Working and now school had already re-opened.My result for 1yr is quite bad but thank god i managed to get to the 2yr.Get the higher nitec cert then off i go.That's more important to me.About the job i had,the colleagues there were all fun but the job is just sucks.Really sucks! Haha. There's a reason why it's just sucks.But i guess this job is just a temporally for me.So i managed to watch four movies this month.Watched confessions of a shopaholic and the unborn with my colleagues.Taken and sniper i just managed to watched it online.Next movie will be hmm,knowing and fast and furious 4! Till here,much love. =)

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

2009-04-13T16:05:00.006+08:00

be back soon.

2009-03-23T10:45:00.007+08:00

Bad boys.

I'm in love.I'm in love with this song that being played at my blog right now.Yesterday work was fun.Get to know alot of new friends each day.I just miss the chance of watching abg uan perform yesterday.Sammie,where's the video?Hahaha! Watched two online movies today entitle mall cop and street fighter the legend of chun li.For the mall cop,it's really a funny movie but it's also had it's own moral story in it and that's eventhough you are fat or you got your own weakness doesn't mean you can't be the hero in yourself.Cause everything you do,always do with your sincerely heart.Ok and for the street fighter,that's my favorite.I won't elaborate about that movie cause you have to watch it yourself then you can understand the storyline.

Had my haircut just now.It's quite short right now.More neat i guess.Haha.Now then i realise that it's easy to find a beautiful girl but it's so damn hard to find a beautiful girl with a beautiful heart.One in a million. =))

You would just stand eventhough you know standing is not easy.

2009-03-20T15:34:00.010+08:00

My sickness is getting better right now after going to the doctor yesterday.Didn't went to work yesterday cause the fever and bad sore throat really make me weak.And today is my off day.Three straight day doing nothing.Lucky tomorrow and sunday will be working.I want money! Haha.

Just finish watching an online movie called race to witch mountain.A very interesting movie to watch.There's some comedy and adventure in it.The main actor was dwayne johnson.I would rate it 8/10.I just can't wait transformer revenge of the fallen to be realise.Definitely that's the movie that i will be looking forward this june.

And ya not to forget happy 19th birthday isha! Wish you all the best in life.Keep smiling! =))

Tired.

2009-03-18T17:37:00.007+08:00

I'm having a bad sore throat and flu right now.I just hate when it's come to sick.Today was my off day and everytime when i'm off,i would wake up in the morning and watch john and kate eight.It's a must for me to watch it cause the kids are all damn cute and you guys should know i love kids.So after watching that,had my bath then when to greenridge with danny to buy lunch for us and mum.Since i got my first job pay,i told them it's my treat.We just bought it and had it at home.After eating,i was bored and the idea of watching a vcd came in my mind.So i search all the interesting movie and i found my all time favorite malay hero movie entitled leftenan adnan.A brave hero that now become an history for us."Biar putih tulang jangan putih mata! Teruskan perjuangan hingga titisan darah terakhir!" That's the phrase that he told to his soldiers when he saw his soldiers were being killed by the japanese one by one.

I really wanna watch abg uan perform this sunday at esplanade but sadly i'm working on that day till night.Nvm maybe next time.Sorry shakila cause i can't make it.Till here much love!

Wicked.

2009-03-17T14:07:00.007+08:00

I badly wanna go jakarta or bali.I already save a few bucks for now.I just hope if there's nothing going on,maybe end of this year i'm going there.Just pray hard!

You've got to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you've got, and remember what you had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from mistakes, but never regret.

2009-03-12T14:08:00.041+08:00

Off day for today.Had been going to the new work training for the past three days.New work is really really fun for me.I guess for now only it's fun.Not yet a few more weeks.Confirm stress! Haha.At first training,the theory looks difficult for me cause i'm a person who doesn't like theory that much. So yesterday was the first time i talked with the customer on the phone.Lucky there was my mentor or we called buddy beside me.She helped me alot by giving tips and telling my mistake.The funny part is that sometime when talking with the customer i would laugh so the best thing is that i asked her to write on a paper telling me not to laugh.Hahaha! Everything went smoothly yesterday.This friday there will be also a buddy beside me so ya i hope i can learnt more than yesterday.Saturday and sunday then i will be on my own.Damn!

Where's my pay?? I can't wait to get my pay.There's alot of things that i wanna buy.Alif told me that someday when we get our pay,we should go shopping together.No prob alif! And ya alif is also working with me.It's fun to work with someone that you are close with.Till here,rock on!

Dead and gone.

2009-03-09T13:24:00.007+08:00

Evil Twins.
(Danny,Iqa,Yani,Afiq)

Out yesterday at 11am to met up with alif at city hall before we met up with fatin and her sis at bedok.After reaching bedok,we then took a bus to pasir ris.Alif got a free entry to both the theme park and wild wild wet so we planned to enjoy the sunday together.Firstly we went to the theme park but there's alot and alot of people there cause it's a family day event so we just manage to entered a few station and after a few hour inside the theme park,we then decide to get wet.Yup wet!Haha.Inside wild wild wet,firstly we met up with alif family cause they already booked for us a place to put our things and to chill.After that we then changed to our swimming outfit.Place our bag then off we jump to the pool.After about two hours,we then decided to pack our things and changed.Fatin went back home with her sis so left danny,alif and me.After changing we decided to have our dinner at simpang bedok since everyone was hungry and we only had a hot dog bun from morning till evening.Try to imagine how hungry we are.Haha.Upon reaching simpang bedok,we then ordered our own drinks and foods.

After eating,we chill and smoke for awhile before we went our separate ways.Alif went home while danny and me went to changi airport to send off one of our evil twins yani cause she's going to japan for a school trip.After reaching terminal three,we didn't expect everyone was there cause we thought that their family only would be there.But lucky for us cause we know almost all of them.Had a few photoshoot with evil twins and my cousin before she goes in at 945pm.We then wish her all the best to her and a safe journey before she and her groups of friends had to go.Everyone were waving to her.She was like a superstar.Banyak peminat! Haha.After sending her off,danny and me went home with iqa and her family.Upon reaching cck mrt,we then went our separate ways cause they taking the lrt while danny and me took a bus home.But before went home,we went to 7eleven first to bought a drink.Reach home at 1130pm,bath then off to sleep.Much love!

Rock the japan!

2009-03-04T20:29:00.014+08:00

Finally finally i got the job! Thank god! Haha.Had applied with alif yesterday and today i got a call from them to come for the interview.So met up with alif first at yishun then we went together.Will be starting the job next monday but have to attend their training for 1week straight.I guess it's ok for me cause next week i'm starting my holiday.So after the interview,met up with danny at causeway point to have our late lunch at long john silver.

Will be going wild wild wet again this sunday.Alif got a free entry so we plan to spent our sunday there.I hope everyone could make it cause the more the merrier.Then at night will be going to airport to send off the evil twin yani cause she's going to japan for 1 week.Yup japan! Fun right! Haish,how i wish i could follow you yani. =(

Never regret something that made you smile.

2009-03-01T11:55:00.011+08:00

Insomnia.

Hello hello,you say hola! Haha.Just wake up from sleep.Back home late yesterday cause of working and had supper with them at alif bukit batok.I really need another part time jobs badly! Any recommend guys?Had applied online for cotton on but i got this feeling there's a little little chance of me getting that job and i also don't know why.But one my classmate recommend me a job that i'm gonna apply this tuesday.I just hope i can get this job.Pray hard for me ok guys.

I got a bad dream yesterday.I know dreams are just a dream but the feeling was like real one.God please don't let it happen.I guess everything happened with a reason and only allah know the reason.Few more weeks to come the holidays is calling.Haha! Till here,much love! =)

I have learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

2009-02-25T21:29:00.005+08:00

When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I'll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears from my face.
You take away my sorrow
And put happiness in its place.

We can't forget the fun we've had
Laughing 'til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny
People think we're insane-If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks
For catching me when I fall.
Thanks once again for being such a good friend
And being here with me through it all.

Lifeisallaboutsmileandcry.

2009-02-22T14:52:00.009+08:00

WATSUP! Out with the gaygangs yesterday.Firstly met them at cityhall at 5pm cause we planned to go to marina barrage.Reached marina we then took a shuttle bus to there.Upon reaching,everyone were like saying to each other finally we managed to go marina barrage.Haha! Cause actually it's been in our mind to go here for the past few months but since everyone is busy so we delay it.First thing we do yesterday after reaching marina was we explored the place.Very very beautiful place to chill.For the couples,it's more better.Seeing them playing the kites make us plan to bring along a kite for the next trip.Chill and enjoy the beauty scenery for a few hours then off we go.But before that we took a few shots for the memories.

After marina barrage,we then had our dinner at tong seng.Everyone was very very hungry by that time.So took a train to bugis then off to tong seng.Had to wait for our turn to be seated since it's almost full house and it's on sat night.After a few minutes of waiting,we got to be seated.Ordered our food and finally our stomach is being refill.After eating,fatin told us that she had applied as a stewardess for the budget airline.Cool!After hearing what she told,wanting to be a stewards appeared in my mind.Going and learnt about other country is one of my dreams and exploring every world is one in a life time for me.But still being a policeman is my priority.That's the dream that i wanna chase and i'm gonna sprint like hell to catch that dream.Haha!Fatin had to proceed home early so me and the rest went to bugis street to window shop.There's quite alot of things that i wanna buy but i will just wait for my salary to come.At around 1045pm,we then went our separate ways to home.

Kini kau berubah,kau tak seperti dulu.

2009-02-18T10:22:00.011+08:00

I received an email from somebody.After i read it,my heart was like omg! Very very sad story and what it say after the story below is true.Really true.So guys,please read this and i hope after reading this you might change your mind and life to be a better person who treasure everyone not only your love one but learnt to appreciate your friends.

Read this, .....
Message: can any message be more touching than this?

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.
Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.
Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.
Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.
Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks..

DAY 1:
They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.
DAY 4:
They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.
DAY 12:
Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else hand and they both laughed..
DAY 14:
They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: 'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily.' Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.
DAY 20:
Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.
DAY 28:
They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.
DAY 29:
11:37 pm
Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...
Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..
Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.
Daniel: Wait for me...
20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine.
Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?
Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.
11:57pm
The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.
Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:
Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..
'Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me.

Then the clock strikes 12.
Daniel's heart stop pumping
THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...
************************************************************************************
Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late... You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...

2009-02-17T18:58:00.009+08:00

I had not been updating that much if you guys notice.Sometime i feel like deleting my blog cause i'm really really busy right now.Final exam is coming soon this march and there's a few project i need to do.A bad thing just happen to me in school but i won't tell you what is it.It's just my unlucky day that time.I guess this is life.What's life without challenges?Am i right?

To gaygang,i got a bit and bit of good news for you.Maybe during march we'll be having a photoshoot of us.Ya the gaygang photoshoot! But i just hope it's confirmed.Inia will be the photographer for the day.I told her her that i'm going to book her for our photoshoot and she agreed with it and it's free.Actually she doing a part time job being a photographer and she charge the price according to how many pics taken,the venue to be shoot and editing.See,how good she is by giving us free photoshoot.Thanks alot nia.So guys,you MUST make yourself free ok and ahxiang aka yoji miami ink,please be there for the photoshoot.You're always part of us.Hahaha! \m/

I'm really really addicted with this song that's being played in my blog right now.I won't get irritated or bored with this song.A song with a beautiful lyrics and it's tell alot of things.A must for me to listen during otw to school and going back home.Sometime how i wish this video had happened to me.Confirmed best! Haha.Byk berangan la elfie! So now sit back,enjoy the clip and understand the beauty of this song.Ceh! =))

Where's my beautiful soul?

2009-02-17T18:38:00.007+08:00

Hello boys and girls.Spent my sunday with qilah at ecp.Went there by car since she driving so i met her up near her house before we proceed.Upon reaching we supposed to play the rollerblade but since my mind started to change so we changed our plan.We walked on the sand all the way from the carpark to the 711.While walking we keep disturbing each other and making each other laugh.I guess we are the crazy kids.And she just can't stop pinching me whenever i disturb her.Crazy girl! Hahaha.

So after a long distance of walking,we stop at the 711 to buy drink and ice creams.Ate our ice cream while walking and finally we found a place to chill.Talked and shared to each other about each other life since we just get to know each other.She showed me the pics in her camera and ya from there,i get to know more about her.We are quite close with each other right now.At times,we can joke around and at times we can be very serious.See,how strong our craziness is.Haha.After a few hour,we then proceed to the food court near the ecp.She bet with me that the food court is near the 711 but i confidently told her that it's more further up.Finally she lose and she have to give me an answer that makes me really really happy.Haha.You know i know right qilah? Reached at the food court,she recommended me to this stall that sell chicken wing so we decide to eat.

At around 830pm,we then decide to proceed home after our dinner.Eventhough we just knew each other but it felt that we had know each other for a very long time.Talking and sharing with each other really don't make us feel awkward.A nice girl to be with.I guess the bonding of friendship is there. =))

Rocking on with the crazy kids.

2009-02-09T21:25:00.012+08:00

Our life,our fight.

Out with the gaygang yesterday.Since everyone miss each other,so we plan to meet up.As usual meet up with them at bugis.Maybe we can make bugis as our chilling port.Hahaha.First thing we did after reaching bugis is we went to have our lunch at zam zam.The boys ordered one large sardine and chicken murtabak while wiwi ordered two prata egg.While eating,hakim just non-stop hit making jokes until we laughed really loud and crazy and everyone were looking at us.He's the funniest guy among us and without fail when we go out together,he will never stop making jokes that make us laugh like a crazy kids.So after eating we proceed to esplanade by walking while hakim meet up us there cause he's riding his bike.While walking danny and wiwi told me that everyone was looking at us and we doesn't know why.

So upon reaching the esplanade,i told them that we came on the wrong timing.And do you know why?Cause almost everyone there was chinese and what make it more worst is that all the song that they played are chinese song.Aghh!Really wrong timing dudes!Haha.So the next thing we do is to find a place to chill.Fatin bought a big candy floss while me and alif bought cup corn and drinks to bring up to the rooftop to eat and chill.We sat around and had our photoshoot as usual and it's a must to take a full squad photoshoot.So after a few hours off laughing and chilling,we then decide to called it a day.Accompany hakim to the carpark first then we proceed to the mrt.Reach home around 1130pm,bath then off to dreamland.

The day before yesterday,been out to have a dinner with qilah at al-zahaar bukit timah.After dinner we went to west coast since she's driving.I told her that she's my chauffeur for the day and i can go anywhere but you know right i was just joking.Right qilah? So before proceed to the west coast,bought a tidbit and drink to bring there.While inside the car i keep on disturbing her by feeding her the chips but when she tried to bite it,i pulled it back.Hahaha! She's a nice and fun girl.So after reaching west coast,we find a place to chill.We talked about each other life and alot of things.Non-stop hit pinching me is what she always do when i keep on disturbing her.So after a few hour,we then proceed home.She send me to bp and then she proceed home.Nice meeting you teacher qilah.Next time your dream will come true ok.You know i know.*wink wink*. Hahaha! =P

Crush.

2009-02-03T21:15:00.002+08:00

A new friend of mine and aqilah is her name.First look i thought she an indonesian cause her looks really look like an indonesian girl.But actually she's mix with javanese and latin.Nice knowing you girl. Rock on. \m/

Stressed.

2009-02-01T12:55:00.025+08:00

Out with her yesterday.Knowing each other for almost 4yrs plus didn't make us feel awkward getting along after a very long period of time we last met.Actually she's my ex and now we become close friend.What really really shocked me is that red is the colour that we both wear yesterday.What a coincidence! Took a bus to vivo city cause we plan to watch a movie entitled the wedding game.Maybe you guys might know about this movie.So while waiting for the movie to start,we had our lunch first at long john silver.While eating,we talked about alot of things.About mine and hers life right now and we also talked about abg uan and wicked aura.So after finish eating,we then proceed straight to the movie theatre.A movie with a happy ending in it.Very funny and interesting movie.I rated it 8/10.After the movie,we then walked around doing window shopping before she went off cause she got to attend a gathering with her family members.But before that we do managed to get a shot of photos.

Met up with danny and alep to have our dinner together at yishun.We were damn hungry so we choose lestari to have our dinner.After dinner,we then chill and smoke for awhile before we went separate ways to home sweet home.

Peace out me homie.

2009-01-30T16:52:00.013+08:00

Right now i'm really addicted of listening to misteri jam 12 every midnight.And eventhough i'm listening with danny beside me,the feeling of scared is always there.Closing our whole body with blanket is what we do sometime.Sometime only ok.Hahaha! But all i can say is that i really salute dj kc for doing this kind of radio programme.It's not that easy to tell a ghost story during midnight and what make it worst is that he's doing alone.Try to imagine it boys and girls.Haha! =)

No plans for this weekend and i'm bored.How i wish i got a gf.Haha! Till here then,rock on!

2009-01-25T11:42:00.009+08:00

Met up with alep and hakim yesterday.But before meeting them,me and danny went to the old marsiling to authored one of my pant.What really delay us was the waiting time and to be exact we have to wait almost 2hr.While waiting for that bloody of time,we had our breakfast.Going to marsiling really remind me back to the memories.*looking at the sky and there's a bubble in the air*.Ok ok,back to the story.After taking my authored pant,we straight away proceed to yishun to met up with alep before going to bugis to met up with hakim.It's been months we last met hakim so me,danny and alep was like asking each other if hakim had already changed or how he looks like right now.Haha.But after we get to met him,he's still the hakim that we know.Still funny like hell and still riding the rsk bike with the british paintwork.After much of walking,we then had our lunch at victory near masjid sultan.There while eating everyone talks and remind us about the funniest thing that happen in the past.We were all laughing just like a brothers.After our lunch,we proceed walking to the national library to chill beside the hanis cafe.Chit chat and chilling for almost few hours then we proceed home.Accompany hakim to the carpark,smoke for a while then off he go while me,danny and alep took train to home.

Didn't know that our dikir barat video is inside the youtube now till hakim told us.About the dikir barat video,it's a combine dikir barat from different course from bedok.I joined them cause i was an ex student and we performed it for the racial harmony day last year.If you know about the history of dikir barat in ite bedok,you might heared or know about this group called seni dayung.They are one of the best ever dikir barat among every school including polys and jc.But right now,that batch of group had already graduated and that was like nine to ten years back.Wow!Just love the arts of malay.

"Jika hatimu terluka karena sesuatu
Jika kau mencari cara 'tuk obati dirimu

Marilah kawanku marilah bersamaku

Biarkan laguku mencoba menghibur dirimu.."

2009-01-23T11:41:00.007+08:00

Isn't she cute?I know i know.Just finish watching her continuous movie called lost in love.And it's like finally finally thanks to youtube for uploading this movie.It's been days and months i kept searching for this movie.A great indonesian movie to watch so i wont elaborate more about this movie.Just type lost in love and you can know how the story goes but you have to watch the first movie called eiffel im in love before you can understand the continuous one.

The mood for chinese new year holiday is there so didn't go to school for today.My dad side of siblings plan to have a pit this monday.But i'm not sure it will be a pit or a picnic.Since it's a public holiday,it best to have a gathering than rather sitting at home doing nothing.Our own reunion dinner.Hahaha! But to bad my evil twins will not be there cause they will be away from s'pore with their family member.So its ok.Told umai that i can't wait to eat the food.Eat till fat! =))

To the mighty gaygang,when will be our next outing?How i wish ahxiang and hakim can reunion back with us like the old times.Laughing together just like a family.Guess everyone have their own personal stuff to handle so it's ok.Maybe someday,we would definitely be back as one.Insyaallah.

One song about a girl.

2009-01-19T21:50:00.017+08:00

Finally,i get to meet nuyul yesterday.Maybe you guys out there might asking who's nuyul.Nuyul is munirah's younger sis.She's really damn cute.Maybe more cuter than other girls outside.Haha.She just love when i come to meet her.Always entertain me with her cuteness.Went to her house to take the perfume that my mum ordered from kak nazia.Bought for her a mcd meal and a packet of yakult since it's been a long time i've met her.She maybe small but she can eat everything.Kecik kecik cili padi!Haha.I didn't stay there long since my family plan to have our dinner at bukit timah.Kak nazia gave me a pic of nuyul with the frame included for me to keep for memories which i put it beside my bed right now.Sweet! And when she saw her pic,she just can't stop kissing it.I guess that's her signature for me by kissing it since she doesn't know how to sign yet.Hahaha!! I just love small kids. =))

Run baby run,don't ever look back.

2009-01-17T18:25:00.007+08:00

An old song from westlife.Present you,flying without wings live at croke park 2008.Look at the crowd.Just imagine if you were singing in this crowd.Simply crazy!

Was out yesterday after school to republic poly cause there's an event called mr and mrs rp.Lalat was the finalist so went there with dannyean,hafiz and farhan to support him.This would be the second time i went to rp.First time was with iqa to watch yani and her percussion group performed.So reach there at 5pm cause the event started at 530pm.Took a place to sit and waited for the event to start.Inside the hall,the darkness and the colourful spotlight really make the place like as if we were inside a club and there's a runway for the contestant to do their catwalk.The event took almost 2 1/2hr to finished and eventually lalat lost the competition.It's ok lat,there will always be a next time.So waited for lalat to change and while waiting for him,we went to explore the school.The school was quite big.Bigger than my school,obviously.Haha! Saw the soccer girls training at the field,took an extra ball and we played by ourself to waste the time.After few minutes,met lalat outside rp and took a bus to our homeland.Lepak-ing for a few hour then went back home,sweet home. =))

In the end,it's not going to matter how many breaths you took but how many moments took your breath away.

2009-01-13T22:05:00.015+08:00

nzzeroeightzer0foure.

Happy birthday to you,happy birthday to you,happy birthday to deana,happy birthday to you! Hahahaha.Wishing you all the best in your life and may god bless you.Rock on girl! \m/

I really really need a permanent job right now.Ya i know i already got a job but i want another job.I want more money.Hahaha! But one thing is that,i'm still schooling.And the module for this term is getting harder day by day.I'm just worried that i can't cope.But nvm,i still wanna find another job.If i got a permanent job,that will make my parents life more easier in many way.A job that can occupy my free schedule for the weekdays.But don't worry mum dad,i won't ever let you down in my studies.Eventhough sometime i told them i wanna quit schooling.Come on,it was just a joke.Hahaha.

To nia,i hope you will be alright by now.Be strong.Everything happen with a reason.And everything happen have their own karma.To be in love,you have to learnt to let go of that person.Sacrifice is the main thing.This is what i learnt from my love past.I guess at this age there's a lot of thing we need to learnt and explore.To be in relationship is a gift from him.If you didn't get,means it's not the right time.

What's life without challenges.

2009-01-11T15:19:00.007+08:00

Hello brothers and sisters! Yesterday met up with alep,fatin,din & panda.Din got a free entry pass for snow city so we planned to go and wanted to feel the cold since we are used to the hot weather.And ya it's true.It's really really cold inside there.Maybe to those who are used to this kind of cold may not feel it but for us it's really cold.We even have to go out for a few times to warm our body.But we do had alot of fun playing with the slide.Falling down and getting wet from the slide is a must!

After enough of freezing inside,we proceed to have our lunch before we headed to town.Panda bought a hand bag for her mum since there's a 50% discount at nine west.After she bought her stuff,we then proceed to vivocity cause we wanted to chill at the henderson wave.Upon reaching to vivocity,we bought our tidbits and drinks at giant then alep & fatin bought their dinner at long john silver.We took a bus to henderson wave.Going up the stairs really killed our stamina.But upon reaching there,the tired were all gone.There's quite a lot of people up there and we even saw our dikir barat friends,the "Ah cantik".Hahaha! That name was a last minute stage name.The place was damn nice.For couples who wanna have a romantic time together,this would be the place.To bad i got no girlfriend.Damn! Found a place to chill,ate our tidbits and enjoy the breeze.Took a photo shoot before we went off.I really had fun with guys.You guys just won't stop rocking my balls.Hahaha! Goodbye.

It's been so long that i haven't seen your face.

2009-01-09T15:59:00.011+08:00

"Apapun yang terjadi,
berjalanlah tanpa henti"

A song that i dedicate to someone.A really beautiful song with a meaningful lyrics in it.Close your eyes when you listen to this song and imagine if your life were in this lyrics.

Memories.

2009-01-06T14:15:00.003+08:00

Abject Poetry will be performing as a special guest for silhouette's "Discover" EP launch.The event will be held at scape youth centre on this coming 17th january.The ticket will be sold on that day at a price of $18.Do come and support them and the other local band.Make their dreams come true!

Been busy working last weekend.Quite tiring actually.Sat start work at 8am to 430am,sun start at 530pm and end at 1am.Eventhough it's tiring but it's worth it.There's alot of thing i learnt in this job and i had fun working with them.This work really need alot of strength and team work.One fall all,all for one.Haha! Some would know what type of line i'm working as.For those who doesn't and you wanna know,it's for me to know and for you to find out. =))

Saturday 10th january,gaygang will be freezing inside the snow city.Haha! Can't wait to meet you guys.See you soon.Rock on! \m/

Semoga kepergianmu tak akan merubah apapun,semoga mampu ku lawan kesepianku.

2009-01-01T20:21:00.005+08:00

2009.

Yesterday went out early to meet up with alif & fatin cause we plan to go wild wild wet together and have fun before 2008 leave us and never ever come back..3hrs of having fun inside www then off we go.Fatin bought a picture that was took during one of the ride.I guess it's worth the memories.Had our lunch at kfc then we proceed to bedok.Fatin can't make it to celebrate new year with us cause she's going to kampung with her family.So from bedok we took a bus to town to meet up with din and panda to join them.We decided to go haji lane to have a shisha to occupy the time that we had before going to marina to celebrate the new year.After a few hour of shisha,wan and his wife decided to join us.One of my evil twins,iqa too join us.Tired of smoking the shisha,din plan to play pool cause there's still few hour to go.Play few games then finally proceed to marina. Upon reaching there,we saw a lot of people running toward the spot where we can see the firework clearly.So we too followed them running..And finally we find the spot.Wait for a few minutes to midnight then boom boom! It's 2009!! Hahahaha! The fireworks were awesome as usual.First person to wish me was iqa cause she was beside me.Cute uh she.Haha! Sit at the side of the padang to let the crowd go off first then proceed home.Alif and the rest took the mrt while me,danny and iqa decided to check out if there's still a bus going toward our hometown.But the sad thing is that there's no bus.And the good thing is we are lucky cause there's still a train.Before went home,me and danny went to mcd to have our late supper cause we were really really hungry.Reach home at 3am,have a bath then off to sleep. =))

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i can be.Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,and you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

2008-12-29T20:40:00.005+08:00

Us in 2008.

Meeting gaygang this wednesday to have an outing to wild wild wet and then proceed to marina barrage to end 2008 together.It has been a long time since we had our outing since everybody had their own personal matter.I really really miss you guys.2008 had been a great year for me eventhough there's alot and alot of ups and downs.Only god know.So i'm hopping that 2009 would be a better year for myself and every one and let 2008 be a memories for us to keep and treasure. \m/

Driving myself insane.

2008-12-26T11:13:00.005+08:00

Wake early yesterday cause mum dad plan to have our lunch at hajjah maimunah near masjid sultan before we proceed to visit nenek & atuk.The food there were awesome,superb,fantastic.Hahaha! You guys out there who wanna try or change your appetite to a traditional malay food,hajjah maimunah would be the place i recommend.After we had our lunch,we went to bugis junction.Bought 2 pants from giordano since there's a 40% discount from 1 to 3pm.Bought foods for nenek & atuk then off we go to bedok.After reaching nenek & atuk house,sit around for few hours then we off again to changi airport.Dad plans to chill around there before we went home.Walking and chilling at airport make me asking myself when will be the time where i can go to have a holiday alone far far far away from singapore.Hmmm.. But for now my wish is to go indonesia and meet pevita pearce.Yani and iqa will definitely disturb me if i talked about pevita pearce.Hahahaha! Cewek cewek indonesia lawa lawa bangat sih! =))

In life,whatever happen you just have to continue fighting cause one day even your love one will be leaving you.

2008-12-24T15:25:00.005+08:00

Watch batman the dark knight movie again at home.Just love to watch superheroes movies.I won't ever get bored watching this kind of movies.But watching joker the smart and psycho guy kills innocent people so easily make me really frustrated.Hmm,how i wish i can help batman.Hahahaha! Stop dreaming elfie.It's just a movie.If there's really a batman or other superheroes,this world would definitely gonna be end soon.Family plans going either vivo or suntec city today.Dad's working half day since it's a christmas eve.One thing i like when christmas come is that there would definitely be a lot and alot of christmas eve movies schedule for us to watch at home.So sometime instead of going out to town,i rather watch the television and enjoy the movie.Hahaha! And ya i wanna share this news to you guys.Remember the other day soccer match between s'pore and vietnam.There was a fight/riot outside the stadium.The vietnam fans were being kick and punch by some of s'pore fans.And there's one guy even run towards one of the vietnam fan and gave him a flying kick at his face and as a result his face bleed.Fuyoo! This is what i called a real die hard fans.And the funny part is that when the police came,they didn't see any riot.Cool or what.It's all about the acting.Hahahaha!

He's a silent guardian,a watchful protector.The dark knight.

2008-12-22T21:04:00.009+08:00

Not Alone.

A song that has a beautiful lyrics and whenever i listened to this song it's just gave me this strong feeling telling myself i'm not alone.Haha! This is an acoustic version sang live by danny jone from mcfly.People our there who's feeling alone right now,close your eyes,listen and feel this song. =)

Yesterday met alep,hafiz,crouch,farhan,lalat,bak,and khai to watch the soccer game between s'pore and vietnam.Ya,i know s'pore lose the game.While i'm typing this,i still can't accept that s'pore had fail to get through to the final.But,i'm still proud for the players cause they fight hard and they fight till the end.They never gave up trying to score a goal.If i can choose who would be the man of the match for s'pore,i would choose sharil ishak.The player that i admire most and respect.He got the skill and speed.One thing that i admire him cause once he almost wanted to give up being a professional soccer player cause her mum had passed away but his friends gave him the support and until now whenever he played,he would played his best for his late mum.And for this tournament,he had not been played that often cause he had just recovered from his sickness.But yesterday he had proved to the fans out there,sharil ishak who's wearing the jersey 17 will definitely be coming back.Hahaha! And the s'pore fans were awesome.And ya yesterday i saw isha with her boyfie.Get to say hi to each other.Haha! Had our supper at mcd before reaching home at 12am.Had a shower then off to zzzZZZ.

Superhuman heart beats in me.

2008-12-21T10:40:00.003+08:00

HelloOO! The day before yesterday i was all day out.Morning when to bpp to have a breakfast with mum and danny.Had long john silver for our breakfast.Reach home at about 12pm.Alep came to my house cause we wanted to accompany him buy the ticket for this sunday match.He had his breakfast at my house since he didn't had time to have his breakfast at home. I talked to deana on the phone for awhile then we proceed to jalan besar stadium.Reach there thought the queue would be long since it was on friday and it would be the last day to buy the tickets.So it isn't and we managed to get the ticket.Proceed to bukit timah cause we wanted to have a game of pool and then had our late lunch at al-azhar.Guess what? I lose to all the game that i played and alep managed to beat danny in the final.Hahaha! After the game,we proceed to al-azhar.I was shocked to see my parents eating there too.Haha.And in the end,my mum pay the bill for us.Thanks mum! Reach home at 815pm,change to our soccer outfit then out again to play soccer.Finally we reach home at 11pm.Took a shower then off to dreamland.

Yesterday met deana,fafa & yan.Chill around at vivo.Bought davidoff perfume for mum cause there's an offer/promotion at harbourfront beside the starbucks.So dudes and babes,go and grab your favorite perfume for a reasonable price before it's to late.Hahaha!

Some times you have to fall from the mountain to realise what you are climbing for.

2008-12-16T20:15:00.007+08:00

I'm BORED! Hahaha.Been in the crib for two days.Wanting to go out but everyone seem busy and i really miss alep,fatin,ahxiang & hakim.Mixed it,put some flavour of fun and crazy and we become the gaygang.Just can't wait to have an outing with you guys.I understand everyone got their own personal matters.So its ok guys.Haha.Plan to got out with alep and danny tomorrow to buy the tickets for this coming sunday soccer match.I really hope singapore could make it to the final.Let the kallang roar begin! I've been chatting with my new clique,deana.She's fun and cool.And she love to sing especially the song,superhuman.Rock on girl. \m/

Nowhere on your birth certificate did it say life would be fair.

2008-12-15T12:30:00.010+08:00

So girls,who want my t-shirt? Hahaha! Just joking.Actually this song is dedicate for me from cookiesmonster.A beautiful song with a beautiful meaning. =))

When you feel like giving up,remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

2008-12-13T13:52:00.003+08:00

Afiqelmo.

Took a photoshoot this morning.Danny the photographer while i'm the editor.Actually it's my cousin who gave us the tips on how to take a good picture.He's a professional photographer and camera man.But now he's an editor.Cool right! So danny help me took a photo with my percussion instrument called bongo.Haha! Love to play the percussion and sometime how i wish i could play all the instrument.I'm still learning right now.But i need an instructor to teach me.Haha! Guess what? One of my evil twin yani,is also into percussion. Twins always have the same thinking.Am i right yani? Hahaha! \m/

I close my eyes and drift away and dreams to the sound of batucada.

2008-12-12T12:23:00.006+08:00

Let's go guys.

Hello dudes & babes. Finally,it's school holiday! Haha.There's good and bad about school holiday.Good cause we can relax our mind and enjoy ourself to the beats but the bad part is that i'm gonna get bored for 3 weeks if i just stay at home.Damn! I just really need to find a work to occupy myself for this 3 weeks.

I'm a take you there, I'm a take you there
So don't be scared, I'm right here, you ready.

2008-12-08T08:31:00.013+08:00

Evil Twins.

First thing first i wanna wish to all the muslims selamat hari raya aidiladha! Yesterday i spent my day out with my evil twins.Haha! At last the evil twins went out together.Evil twins?? I guess you guys out there might wondering why we are called evil twins.Cause we are really really evil.We love to make people confused.That's our speciality.So beware of us if you meet us out there.Don't let yourself got confused.We came from other planet called planet hitam.And our mission is to captured all the twins out there and become like us.Being evil! Hahaha! I was just joking.Just imagine if my story can make a movie one day.Actually i also don't know why we are called evil twins.Maybe we are a bit naughty. =P

Ok,back to the story.Went out to watch a movie called cape no 7 at ceneleisure.It's a taiwan story.Very romantic story.There's also a laughter part.So i guess people who haven't watch it,i recommend you to watch it.Haha! After the movie,we proceed to have our lunch at far east plaza then proceed to esplanade to chill.I really really had fun going out with you girls.I hope you girls had fun with the boys.Confused right?I told you we'll make you confused! =))

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.

2008-12-05T12:03:00.002+08:00

Went out to have a breakfast at kfc with mum & danny.Had a twister american meal.Didn't go to school for today.Rest day for afiq i guess.As usual studies is getting harder day by day.To me right now,the studies in higher nitec is already like studying in polytechnic.Stress! My life isn't been great too.The feeling is like riding a roller coaster that can't be stop.Haha! I guess i just need time to be back smiling.

I really really really miss you soo much,nuyul. =)

2008-11-30T09:28:00.017+08:00

Firstly i wanna say sorry to kak nazia cause i can't make it for cik birthday celebration eventhough last min i didn't work.So yesterday i went out with the gaygeng but not the full squad.Only me,danny,alif & fatin.

We went out to escape theme park with angah and kak shanti.But before that me and danny went to kakak house to take our pay.Meet everyone at bedok then we proceed to pasir ris.Before entering to the theme park,we went to eat first since everyone was hungry.Angah treat us mcdonald! Haha.After finish eating,we proceed to the theme park.Angah told us that there's a promotion cause each ticket cost 9buck only for adults.Again angah treat everyone for the tickets.Thanks angah! The first ride we took was the the first station.Then we proceed to the haunted house.The funniest part for the haunted house is that everyone was shouting like hell.Alif and my body motion was awesome.We were like fighting with the ghost.Haha! Finally we reach to the exit.Next station,the viking.The last station that we took was the first station again but this time we took a video while we were in the air.

At around 8+pm,we proceed to east coast park cause kak shanti and angah wanted to meet their friend.But we didn't follow them.So we find a place to sit and finally we found a water breaker that is near to our old pit that we did last august.Alif told us that fate brought us back here.Haha! We talk about a lot of thing.Personal matter and even about love life.We chat,chill and smoke until 11pm while waiting for angah and kak shanti.Then we took a cab to home separately while alif went home with boi by bike.Next stop,wild wild wet! \m/

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum! =)

2008-11-28T15:26:00.006+08:00

Ooooohh...Aaaaahhh..
Ku diam dan aku terpaku
pada kehidupan yang harus ditempu
kesemuanya yang telah ku teraju
tapi belum ada yang ku temu.
Siang dan malam aku bertanya
pada diriku yang tidak bermaya
siapakah yang sudi untuk bersama
menjalankan kehidupan yang merana.
Mengapakah derita yang harus melanda
dalam hidupku mengapa cinta yang harus ku alami.
Haruskah aku temuinya dengan rela hati
dengan cabaran dan kehidupan yang kita
tak akan ku kejar.
Walaupun ini semua cabaran dan dugaan dari ilahi
tak akan ku putus aslku kn tetap ku berdiri selama ini.

If you truly love someone, then the only thing you want for them is to be happy.Even if its not with you.

2008-11-23T13:37:00.009+08:00

Hello dudes and babes! I'm sick right now.Having a bad sore throats and running nose for the past two days.And later i have to work.Damm! Nvm,it's all about the money.Hahaha! =)

Yesterday went out with them.Its been a long time that we go out together since everyone got their own personal matter.And now we are back.Bought two shirt for myself at bugis.Went to eat our lunch at victory near masjid sultan.After eating we proceed to peninsula then to town.As usual town was crowded.Took our picture with a christmas tree behind us since christmas is coming soon.Everytime we went out together,they will definitely make me laugh and smile.They are my brotherhood.Rock on! \m/

Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest... It's about who came, and never left your side...

2008-11-17T10:44:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone.

Sorry it's been quite a long time i update my blog.I'm really busy right now.School on weekdays and working on weekends.Currently my mood was not that good too.And there's a lot of thinking i need to do.Only god know what's the reason.All i can do right now is be patience.If i need someone or i need something,i have to be patience even if i have to go through the hard way.That's what god teach us.Soon i will be applying my pdl and soon i will be driving the real car on the road.Just waiting for my pay to come.Study hard,work hard and lastly fight hard,that's what i gonna do right now."Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee.." Hahaha! =)

If you love someone,learnt to let it go.

If it comes back it's yours.

If not they are never meant to be.

2008-11-06T22:18:00.005+08:00

Iqa & Shahrin.

Evil twins.

Sammie,Afiq & Yani.

Today i didn't go to school because of a reason.Meet nmbr at her block but before that bought for her a mcspicy meal and milk tea as she was hungry.After she finish eating,we went to meet her family at Mr teh tarik.Her sis wanted to treat me a meal.Hahaha! Nah, actually she wanted to treat her family too. I was a bit scared actually cause this is the first time i'm eating together with her family.Thanks kak for your treat.Btw thanks to you too nmbr for the tuna sandwich that you make for me while i waiting for you.So sweet of you. =)

Two days back went out with iqa and shahrin to republic poly to watch yani perform with her percussion group.I was shock to hear from iqa that yani is actually the president for the percussion group at republic poly.Cool! That's my evil twin! Hahaha! The theatre was already full house when the performance was about to started.The show ended ard 7+pm and the performance were awesome.Two thumbs up! Evil twins,you rock! =)

Whatever it take or how much my heart break,i will be right here waiting for you.

2008-11-03T09:54:00.004+08:00

"Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku..."

Only god know who's my kekasih gelapku and one day i will sing this to her telling her that you are my kekasih gelapku.

2008-11-02T20:22:00.008+08:00

I believe i'm not perfect and i know everyone is not perfect too.Everyone make mistake in life cause without mistake we wont learnt from it.There's alot of weakness i need to learnt.I open back my heart for one reason.Cause you are a special girl in my eyes.Fourth of august is the day that i started to fall for you.Eventhough we meet only for a short time,that night would be a special day for me.On the way home after meeting you,i listened to my ipod and the song fall for you was being played while i was thinking about you.And until now that song was the main song for our story.

Whenever i started to love someone,i have to prepare to lose them in the end.This is life.

2008-11-01T14:50:00.005+08:00

I watched the ayat ayat cinta movie again even though i had watch it before.I will never get bored watching this movie.To me,this is the most beautiful story that i ever watch.It's more about love and islam.Watching this movie make me learnt and realise that love would be beautiful if we go through the up and and down together with our heart full of patience and sincere.And right now i'm still haunting to read the book. =)

Take care of yourself and get well soon my dear.

2008-10-26T12:49:00.006+08:00

Yesterday went out with nmbr to accompany her to buy a birthday cake for her sis birthday.Happy birthday kak nazia! Haha! But before that we went to eat our lunch at mr teh tarik.Bought the chocolate cake from prima deli at bedok then send her to uncle house.After sending her,proceed to esplanade to meet the gaygang.Went there to see hakim with his dk friends performing for pesta raya.Cool! Bought our food for dinner at ljs.After eating,hakim and anuar join us after finishing their perform.Chilling beside the merlion.Took a classic pic then went our separate ways to home sweet home.

"You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her."

2008-10-24T21:09:00.008+08:00

Life is getting harder day by day.That's what i believe. I received a sad news about one of my bro yesterday.All i can say is everyone make mistake in this life and from the mistake we learnt from it.Don't ever ever have the feeling to give up.Fight till the end like you were in a war battling for your life.Even myself sometime make a mistake but each day we become older and our thinking become more matured.We would always support you from behind bro.We love you! Hahaha! =)

Aku cinta sama kamu,nmbr.

2008-10-23T08:55:00.006+08:00

Life isn't been great for me for the past few days.Giving my best for us is the main thing i need to do now.I just need yours and mine true heart,combined it together and make it strong.Fighting all the challenges by mixing a bit of patience.Each day passed,i get to know you better.Your weakness and your true colour.Sometime,how i wish i can be your diary that you can tell me all your feelings and your problem.Our love story begin with a very sweet beginning and i wish our story will also end with a very sweet ending.

"The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in."

2008-10-19T20:05:00.004+08:00

Nmbr feat Mebas.

I stare into your eyes,wishing that you will like me how i like you.But than i think,there are so many things that are holdin us apart.But than i think again,there are so many reasons why we should be together.

2008-10-18T11:22:00.005+08:00

Went out with gaygeng yesterday to celebrate hari raya.We spent 14hrs to go each house.Haha! That was like the whole day.First house was at jurong.Last house was at punggol.We were really tired by the time we otw home.Send her home then "vroom vroom".Haha! No la,i got no bike.Took a car home.A car that have to pay extra charge.Wow! =)

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

2008-10-15T23:47:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went out with the gaygeng after school.Went to beach road to eat our lunch then proceed to bugis junction to take our photoshoot. Haha! After meeting them,went to meet nmbr to accompany her go imm.Two more days,the gaygeng will be out again to jalan-jalan raya. =)

2008-10-04T09:56:00.007+08:00

Sorry,but for this post let give the pics chance to do the talking.Hahaha! =)

2008-10-01T00:07:00.008+08:00

Time check,1215am.Wishing selamat hari Raya to everyone!!

Ramadhan had left us but this year ramadhan is really meaningful and special to me.Only god know why.First thing first,afiq di sini ingin menyusun sepuluh jari memohan maaf sekiranya afiq ada terkasar bahasa,tersilap kata dan sebagainya yang membuat kawan-kawan afiq di luar sana marah atau sedih.Everyone make mistake and from that mistake we learnt.Am i right? Haha. =)

Goodmorning!

2008-09-30T00:05:00.005+08:00

"Happy birthday to you,happy birthday to you,happy birthday to zoolaa,happy birthday to you."

Happy 19th birthday zoolaa.It's time for you to catch another dreams.Haha!

Rocks on. \m/

2008-09-28T23:45:00.012+08:00

Abg Lenny & Kak Dila

Eva Doanna Binte Md Lenny

Uncles!!

No mood today.But i will still continue updating.Yani,my other evil twins badly wanting to see the baby.So here it goes.

Today went to abg lenny house to see his new born baby.Haha! Really cute.Just feel like kidnapping her.A cute face with a cute name.Eva Doanna Binte Md Lenny.Cool rite! She kept closing her eyes eventhough we keep shaking her hands,legs and even her body.Kak dila told us "Ni buat bodoh nye baby". Hahaha! Cause eventhough people keep disturbing her,she would just keep closing her eyes and sleep.I think she's too tired playing inside her mummy tummy.Only six days back,she entered the world.Listening to abg lenny and kak dilah experience during the labour make me learnt something.Haha! At about 5++,we proceed to simpang bedok to break our fast.

Three more days to go.Hope afiqelmo will continue smiling like the old times.

2008-09-27T21:37:00.007+08:00

Tersadar didalam sepiku
Setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Ouuwwww...
Ouuwwww...

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku oouuwww
Kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

We can’t change our past, but we can choose our destiny. You can’t look into a bright future if your eyes are still filled with tears from the past.

2008-09-25T07:31:00.015+08:00

Its 7.31am right now & i'm already awake.Guess there's no sweet dreams for today and that's the reason i can't sleep back.Hahaha!

Yesterday went out with the gaygeng to celebrate fatin 18th birthday.Meet the others late because of some reason.Danny & me meet them at bedok.While waiting for them to reach from bugis,we went to buy a cake for the birthday girl.After a few minutes,they reached.Then we proceed straight to sepang bedok to break our fast.When we reach there we thought that the place will be a full house but luckily it's not.Haha! We found a place to sit and we ordered our drinks and foods. After finishing eating,we light up the 18 candles and sing the birthday song softly.Haha! While fatin cut the cake,we told her " You are officially 18th".Rocks on! Then she opened all her present.Everyone bought for her a present.But alif and mine were different from others.Ours can be eaten.Haha! Actually we shared our money to buy the cake.

After finish eating the cake,we proceed to haji lane for our shisha session.We ordered the cola-cherry flavour if i'm not wrong.We smoke & chill until tired of smoking it.Hahaha! We paid the bill and off we go.Took a classic pic before proceed to our homeland.

"When life hands you a rotten apple, bury it; because one day it will grow to bare new fruit."

2008-09-22T14:54:00.006+08:00

2007

Eight more days to go before hari raya come.I'm excited! =)

One of the most courageous things you can do is identify yourself, know who you are, what you believe in and where you want to go.

2008-09-20T11:29:00.012+08:00

Taken by her without me knowing.

School holidays can be bored if there's no activity to do.Feelin really bored nowadays.Few days back went out with NMBR.She bring along her lil sis.Cute! Went out to break our fast at causeway point.Today my family and i will be going to cousin house at simei to break fast together.Other cousin will also be there too.It's been a long time we had our gathering.At last my grandfather are out from the hospital after being warded there for almost 2mth.Thank god!

NMBR?? =)

If i died i would ask god if i could be your guardian angel, so i could watch over you and embrace you whenever you feel alone.

2008-09-15T21:45:00.004+08:00

Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu disaat engkau merindukan diriku.Ku tahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu waktu yang panjang dalam hidupku.Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku yang ku cari selama ini dalam hidupku.Dan hanya padamu ku berikan sisa cintaku yang panjang dalam hidupku.Ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu.Ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku.

Jika memang diriku bukan lah menjadi pilihan hatimu.Mungkin sudah takdirnya kau dan aku takkan mesti bersatu.Harus slalu kau tau kumencintamu disepanjang waktuku.Harus slalu kau tau semua abadi untuk slamanya karena kuyakin cinta dalam hatiku hanya milikmu sampai akhir hidupku.Karena kuyakin disetiap hembus nafasku hanya dirimu satu yang slalu kurindu.

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku mengagumi tanpa dicintai.Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia dengan hidupmu,dalam hidupmu.Telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku.Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah bahagia untukku,bahagia untukku.Ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktuku dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya.Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja.

If you truly love someone, then the only thing you want for them is to be happy.Even if it's not with you.

2008-09-14T11:33:00.011+08:00

Yesterday went out with the gay geng.Haha! We just create that name for fun.Went to Geylang to break our fast.Like usual we were late.So we quickly find something to eat.Me,Ean,Alif & Ah Xiang bought the Sate Burger while Fatin just bought a drink.Fatin bought 4 cakes for the guys.So sweet! Haha. Actually she bought that cake to celebrate her 1st Anni of friendship & relationship with my bro.After eating,we went to meet Din & Panda cos they wanna join us.Then we continue our walking to do window shopping.Haha! There's so many people and the place was so pack of human being until we didn't even get the chance to look at all the shop.I guess this is the only month where the mats & minahs(M&M) concurred the Geylang.Am i right? Hahaha! Stop,for awhile.Alif went to buy Dendeng for her younger sis.Continue walking then proceed to food court.At last we get to sit at a proper chair.We ordered chicken murtabak the biggest one.After eating,we proceed to Payar Lebar Mrt station.Smoke for awhile then went our separate ways to home.

The day before yesterday,went out with NMBR to Geylang to break our fast together.I guess by now you guys already know who's NMBR.If not,then it's for me to know and for you to find out.Haha! Went to eat at McDonald's as she was craving to eat mcspicy burger.I ordered my favorite burger and that is double cheese burger PLAIN!! After eating,we went to the nearest surau for our magrib prayers. Then we proceed to the bazaar.She bought her things,while i bought for my father his favorite steam peanut.After that we proceed to Tkc,and i went to buy kad raya.Haha! I just can't wait raya to come. =)

Let us hold our hands together and fight our past.

2008-09-10T20:55:00.008+08:00

My day was like shit! Math examination was fuckin hard.And that's why i just hate maths to the core.Sucks alot! Sorry to those who are freak in maths.Otw home from school,i was listening to this song from Ungu,Kekasih Gelapku.And it refresh back my memories into the past.About my cousin and his late girlfriend.She passed away last year during fasting month because of an accident at Johor.They had been together since my cousin was in secondary school.Now he's 28.And before she passed away,one of the day she called my cousin when he was busy working.She asked him to sing this song and its was Kekasih Gelapku song.My cousin felt weird and ask her why she ask him to sing that song when he was busy working.Then she said i just wanna hear you sing it to me.So my cousin just sing it to her never thought that was a sign of her going to leave this world. To me that was the most hurtful real life story that i ever heard.After that incident,i realise every person that we love in this world will have to end their life but we won't know when.Only god knows.And that's why from that day onward i always remind myself to treasure my love one.

Goodnights!

2008-09-10T09:36:00.011+08:00

Today will be the last examination before holidays come.And today paper will be maths! Sucks!! Haha.But i will try my best to do it.

"Whenever i fall in love with someone or i starting to like someone,
I have to prepare to lose them."

I guess this is life.

Enjoying life to the beats. \m/

2008-09-09T17:09:00.004+08:00

The Legendary.

This movie is a must see if you are a rock and roll fan. There is great acting and great music. If you grew up with early rock & roll, this movie will give you memories. If not, it will help you learn about one of the most influential rock stars ever.

2008-09-07T18:36:00.003+08:00

Afiqelmo will be gone for a moment.

He will be fighting with this green monster.

Wish him luck.Haha!

2008-09-05T18:00:00.003+08:00

12 Things Girls Won't Know About Guys.

1)Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not 'popular' if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)

2)--'Hey, are you busy?' or 'Are you doing something?' ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

3)--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

4)--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forget it all and makes it up as he goes.

5)--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.
Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6)--Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

7)--Try to be as straightforward as possible.

8)--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

9)--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

10)--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...

11)--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..

12)--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

Taken from DannyEan's blog.